You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you
My little decoy
Don't look so blue, you should've seen right through
I'm using you, my little decoy
My little decoy

Sunday, November 30, 2008

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
these are my snow covered dreams
this is me pretending
this is all i need

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

decoy@8:20 PM
hello jul here,hari ni kami yang form 5b mengadakan party perpisahan,pasal kami last tahun ni,smua yang ada dalam pict tu,smua yang sama sekelas with jul dari form 1b sampai 5b,hehe rock kan?hehe,sikit saja orang datang tadi ahh,yatah bored banarnya 5b ni 21 orang,yang datang enda sampai 10 orang,kawan jua wahh,,yatah busy tu,tekana kawan busy hahahah.btw happy birthday to mizah,sorry mizah ku nada hadiah untuk kau,hahha.kapih yo masa ni xp.em minta maaf ahh if jul ada buat salah pat kamu.hahah.em tadi bah kami ni bergambar arah pantai,so kami buka kasut la kan main air hahah,emm jul bawa durang ke tempat dalam,hahah kira kan rugged bergambar,then time jul kan gambar ada tah ombak basar,jul enda sadar,so ombak atu pun membasahkan seluar seluar kami.em sampai ke lutut lagi tu,,hahah btw sorry to naneng,basah abis sluar mu ah macam tkemih dalam sluar hahahh.okey atu ja kali.heheh keep rockin guys,=p

decoy@8:17 PM
our shadow =p
si utt jadi ambok hahahhah

hahahah,luan jua ehh =p walaupun hp baru =p =p


ehh utt?kenapa kau?hahahahh




untuk sayang,,heheh lawa?




decoy@8:01 PM
iat2 pantai.=p
=)

mamam2,hahah


jul lompat,hahhah



peaceee =)





decoy@7:52 PM
haha,panat kali.
mengacau benar anak ani,ada jul ada tah ea,hahahahah

baru sampai tarus kena bawa begambar,haha



sorang sorang,pikirkan sayang =p



dydie,jul,myzah,5b vibration.




decoy@7:41 PM
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.


What do you want most for the time being?
- ipod, more handbags & more accessories.

What is your most favourite thing to do?
- sleep.

What is your 1 regret in life?
- kept repeating when i was in my school years.

What are your favourite songs?
- double agent 616, denied, enclave, jack of diamonds, my escape, contradiction, red eyed friend, affliction, crush, give you my all, kyla cries cologne, petrified, can i have this dance, scream, pushin me away, doy, hot n cold, runaway, a place for my head, easier to run, faint, numb, leave out all the rest, somewhere i belong, crushcrushcrush, decode, misery business, i caught myself, p5hng me a*wy, pushing me away, the killer anna, we cry, the man who can't be moved, empty, tercipta untukku, you've made your bed, already over, hide, fight inside, pieces etc.

Tell me something I don't know about your family background.
- uhm, gangsta love??

What would you do if today is the last day you would live this current life of yours because tomorrow you are going to live a totally different life?
- idk.

What do you afraid to lose the most?
- anything thats visible around me, love can easily come and go without hesitation.

What do you feel like doing, right now?
- sleep.

If you can get out of your current life circumstance, would you?
- idk.

List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- uhm...

What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- idk.

What's your favourite dessert(s)?
- chocolates, ice-cream & pudding. nyum2.

What is your ambition?
- to be like my dad.

Describe your life in one word.
- shallow.

If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- happy.

If you have a chance, where would you like to further your study with scholarships?
- paris or sweden, or perhaps uk.

Who is the person/people that you can share all your problems with?
- my family, especially my parents & ochee, and my friends and my boyfriend.

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- probably, married and have kids. i'll be 29! aha.

Who do you think is the coolest person, for now?
- richard sjunnesson, roland johansson, karin axelsson.

What are the things that you own found in black and white?
- my phone, my clothings, my ipod, my handbag, my moo.

decoy@4:48 PM
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Are you male or female?
. jack of the diamonds - sonic syndicate. (hope for the best plan for the worst.)

Describe yourself!
. give you my all - eyes set to kill. (sweet.)

What do people feel when they're around you?
. remember the name - fort minor (ingat tuu nama aaa.)

Describe your current relationship.
. baby its you - jojo. (oh! there you are!.)

Where would you like to be now?
. pushin me away - jonas brothers. (asak tia.)

How do you feel about love?
. doy - kangen band. (i love you. na caya?)

What's your life like?
. fight inside - RED. (suckish life.)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
. bad day - alvin and the chipmunks. (hopefully.)

Say something wise.
. womanizer - britney spears. (wise enough?)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
. we cry - the script. (aha, apakan? menangish ta pulang.)

How would you describe yourself?
. you've made your bed - you me at six. (ooo~ tdo. *krrohkrroh*)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
. tercipta untukku - ungu feat. rossa. (im not a choosy person.)

How do you feel today?
. say ok - vanessa hudgens. (im trying to be otey.)

What is your life's purpose?
. boyfriend - alphabeat. (apakan?)

What is your motto?
. petrified - fort minor. (hmm... =S)

What do your friends think of you?
. leave out all the rest - linkin park. (ooo~ what?)

What do you think of your parents?
. i caught myself - paramore. (what?)

What do you think about very often?
. easier to run - linkin park. (hmm...)

What is 2 + 2?
. forgive me - leona lewis. (huh?). forgive me - leona lewis.

What do you think of your best friend?
. faint - linkin park. (i mean... huh?)

What do you think of the person you like?
. my december - linkin park. (cool?)

What is your life story?
. 7 things - miley cyrus. (1-7 stuffs.)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
. decode - paramore. (no comments.)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
. double agent 616 - sonic syndicate. (err... ntah.)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
. denied - sonic syndicate. (aha, apakan?)

What will they play at your funeral?
. enclave - sonic syndicate. (uninvited guest? ahai.)

What is your hobby/interest?
. all about us (t.AT.u cover) - sonic syndicate. (maybe.)

What is your biggest fear?
. hellgate: worcester - sonic syndicate. (creepy.)

What is your biggest secret?
. my escape - sonic syndicate. (lari~~)

What do you think of your friends?
. contradiction - sonic syndicate. (what?)

What will you post this as?
. red eyed friend - sonic syndicate. (shhesssh.)

tagged: azul, ochee, dylagayban.... -.-'

decoy@3:30 PM
1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a
picture of yourself now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...
just take a picture.

3. Post that picture with no editing

4. Post these instructions with your picture

5. Tag 5 people to do this.
hair looks nice but still ada kusut2 cket, wore double singlets, black + white and i looked silly with a pointy lipz. =P

anna tagged azul, ochee...


decoy@2:47 PM

*yawning* ngantuk eyy. Poster linkin park atu, malar terlekap saja dari dinding. Payah anna kan tdo. Pukul berapa ia terlekap atu oh. Uhm, anna sempat iat jam pukul1am-2am. Asalkan ada bunyinya terlekap, tersedar la anna dari tdo. Paksa bangun dari katil and lekat balik arah dinding. Camtu la tuu bersambung sampai pukul 2am. Truk eyy. Ada la pukul 2am tuu, anna geram hati, ganti ia punya gam. Diganti sudah tuu gamnya, eisy terlekap lagi. Terlekap abish lagi tuu. Malash ta anna ingau lagi. Baik anna tdo saja daripada layan poster terlekap saja. Mengacau anna tdo. Mata pun dah macam panda jua udah, na cukup tdo. Hohoho. =.='

decoy@7:44 AM
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decoy@1:34 PM
hoho, apa ada arini oh. uhm, tadi awal terlalu awal bangun. baby tuu bangun kan anna terlalu awal, pukul 7am. nyaman anna tdo kena banguni tia. ahahaha. =P bangun dari katil pukul 8am, ada something kan uat, kan lekap poster f4 didinding anna tuu (anna minat f4 masa anna f2 - aha bida) diganti ngan poster linkin park \m/. baru rugged. lepash tuu kan, kan lekat poster rain bi, ngam2 kat katil anna. hoho, b4 anna lekat poster rain bi, anna kan cari poster linkin park yang kecik, tapi anna na ingat kat mana anna simpan poster tuu. eisy, mana benar anna simpan oh. lagi, anna kan lekat gambar linkin park yang paling kecik kat bawah spare katil anna, khas untuk ochee iat, supaya ia nyaman tdo iat gambar rob bourdon. hoho. =) tapi na tau cemana kan lekat. =S fikir dulu eyy. ehe.

decoy@12:56 PM
hello,jul sini.emmm morning,,hehe jul awal bangun oh tapi belum lagi mc sayang,pasalnya tiap-tiap hari dah sayang jul bangun kan awal kesian jua tuuu,,haha yatah hari ni jul dulur ea tidor,karang la mc sayang,hehe,,em hari ni mudah mudahan jua jul kan telfon oleh swiss hotel eh,kelmatin jul interview ohh,masa awal interview tu ijap jul,sakit parut oh,,haha then sudah masuk tanya nya nama apa,yang interview jul tu orang melayu pulang tapi ea speaking,paksa la jul speaking,hah.em ea cakap jul ni terlalu muda untuk keraja,ea takut jul ni akan membuat problem arah syarikat atu,macam nada disiplin.malas berkerja,akhir dtg,mcm2 la lagi,tapi jul inda jua kan membuat catu kali.hehe maklum umur 16 tahun ni jarang kan kana percayai,ada jua sesetengah orang yang 16 tahun ni matang sudah,,haha berceramah tah pulang.ada lagi kelmarin ea gto pakai baju apa,keraja ani bershift pulang,kalau kana shift malam sandi,nada bertidor tu.emm ea ckp if ea ada telfon hari ni ertinya jul confirm keraja hari isnin,if nada usulnya kana telfon,erinya enda kena terima.hehe..emm kelmarin tu kenapakan lambat sampai text,text sayang pun lambat sampai ohh.lepas ani apa lagi ohh,,emm mandi kali,breakfirst,iat tv,chatdating,tunggu tunggu telfon,haha.i love you so much sayang,,jul sayang anna.....=)

decoy@6:50 AM
Friday, November 28, 2008

hello,jul again,hmmm -jul enda jadi jumpa sayang hari ni pasal parents ke bandar,then durang bagi tau jul tadi durang ke bandar patang,huh di malam bagitau awal pagi jalan.hmmm -then jul kan ikut aunty ke miri,jul telfon durang,rupanya durang di sempadan sudah,hhmm banar tah,then jul sruh nene antar sekalinya ea namau,baik dah aunty menunggu di sempadan tu ahh,,eishhhh,ngusut jul,tarusss.-then time jul bertextdating sama sayang,my friend text,dydie,my classmate,kami sama sama cari keraja tapi jul yang awal antar cv arah swiss hotel,ea antar selepas seminggu jul antar,then eabgitau tadi urang swiss hotel nelfon ea,and bgitau ea yang nyuruh ea datang karang untuk interview,,huh jul yang awal ngatat cv pulang alum kana telfon,dibuang nya kali sudah my cv atu or durang guna pekerja perempuan ja kali.hhmmm sabar ja kali...hmm otey atu ja,hahahha kesian jul ohhh,,semua tidak kesmpaian,okay i love you more more sayang.hehe

decoy@11:59 AM
hello,jul sini,emm morning btw,pagi ni jul nda sadar sayang mc jul,lambat sikit ja,hehe,lepas mc2,then jul message suruh sayang online,hehe,jul pikir sayang baru bangun upanya awal dah,sudah siap apa semua,ksn jalan ganya g.emm hari ni sayang ada function arah sekulah,sayang terima certificate dari princple.congratulations sayang.sebenarnya kami berjumpa pulang hari ni tapi jul yang enda dapat datang,pasal parents jul kebandar hari ni.di malam lagi jul susah tidor,tido kejap tbangun lagi,mungkin pasal jul enda dapat jumpa sayang kali,yatah tepikir pikir atu,hehe,tu sayang mc jul ah 10.15.hehe,emm i love you always sayang,mwahhhhhhssss

decoy@10:08 AM
pagi terlalu awal bngun pukul 4:05am, dengar saja bunyi alarm lagu linkin park - leave out all the rest, truz tutup bunyi alarm. Lepash 5min, bunyi lagi. Ergh! Aha, payah2 kan bngun awal pagi ni. Mandi around pukul 4:45am sampai 5:20am, lepash tuu mc baby, nada reply mc, masih tdo agaknya, =P pastu mc lagi baby pukul 6:20am, masih jua na reply mc. Tdo masih. Lepash tuu, keluar dari bilik kan breakfast sambil iat 'good morning, mickey' arah disney channel. Andang awal pagi kami punya channel sebelum ke skulah. Aha. Lepash breakfast, ke toilet kan memeh, sebelum tuu batuk2 truz kan muntah, pasal na biasa breakfast awal pagi camtu. Biasanya anna prefer minum n mamam roti saja before kesekolah. Hoho. Then, lepash tuu, baby text msg suruh anna on9 kejap. Di perjalanan, terjumpa murtabak ngan mama tirinya yang baik hati, cuma murtabak saja na appreciate kan mama tirinya, maybe kan ambil si bagong kali dr umahnya. Den sampai skulah, nervous ani wa na tau kenapa. Aha, ingaukan murtabak cari pasal ngan anna camtu. Iata anna malash jua kan ingaukan pasal abg ada, apa ditakutkan. Hoho. Bila function udah start, panjang tia ceramah nya ni. Anna boreng udah duduk lama2 arah kerusi tuu, caket pulang jubui ani. Aha. Then bila onstage menerima certificate, salam tangan ngan principal. Kali, anna nampak talor onstage. Pasalkan principal shook hands ngan anna tapi anna cium tangannya ta pulang. Mcm woodpacker mematuk pokok. Eisy, bida eyy f anna ingatkan. Tembek kepala ni karang baru tau, biar lost memory. Aduh, sekalor usulnya anna tadi tuu. Perasan pulang anna tuu cigu ketawa kan anna. Aduh, tenglor eyy. Eisy. Then bila keluar dari hall, ochee cetakan rah anna yang si murtabak meratikan anna. Anna malas jua kan ingau la. Ia andang psycho jua ba. Anna teringat ia pakai baju orange masa family day, kali arini pun dipakainya jua. Lepash tuu, ochee kata ia pakai seluar pendek. Eisy, itot-itotan. Apa dipakai anna, iata ditotnya tuu. Gambar nude anna karang eyy, biar ia itot ka na anak murtabak tuu. Anna mau iat, f anna bergambar nude karang, ia pun asi2 ta jua itot2an, rasa kan mengoda si bagong supaya tergugat imannya. Ahaha. =P

decoy@9:34 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
1. Where were you 3 hours ago?

- still sitting at the living room.


2. Who are you in love with?

- azul.

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?

- i guess i had once before. =S

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

- umm, my wall and ochee's sweatpants.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?

- a few weeks ago.

6. Are you wearing socks right now?

- no.

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?

- i don't know.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?

- ek.

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

- nopez.

10. Are you hot?

- nopez.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?

- milk, which i added with milo.



12. What are you wearing right now?

- pooh-green-nightgown.



13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?

- wash the car.



14. Last food that you ate?

- bread.



15. Where were you last week at this time?

- home.



16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

- nope.



17. When is the last time you ran?

- yesterday... i think.


18. What's the last sporting event you watched?

- none.



19. What is your favorite animal?

- moo, monkeys, cats and bunnies


20. Your dream vacation?

- paris and sweden



21. Last person's house you were in?

- aunt's.



22. Worst injury you've ever had?

- burnt my hand when i cooked a porridge.



23. Have you been in love?

- yesh.



24. Do you miss anyone right now?

- i miss a few people, especially azul.


25. Last play you saw?

- i dont know.



26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

- ai-dee-kay.



27. What are your plans for tonight?

- Zzz...~



28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?

- azul, but not in myspace cause i dont own one.

29. Next trip you are going to take?

- uhm... school?



30. Ever go to camp?

- never.

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?

- i dont think so.

32. What do you want to know about the future?

- my life?

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?

- fer sure, dude.

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?

- uhm, no?



35. Where is your best friend?

- at home - i think.



36. How is your best friend?

- i don't know... i hope they're doing good.



37. Do you have a tan?

- nopez.



38. What are you listening to right now?

- Linkin Park - P5hng Me A*wy.



39. Do you collect anything?

- yes.



40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?

- err... i dont know.



41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?

- whoa, never.



42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

- ek?

43. What does your last text message say?

- "Sayang, cuba sayang check setting, or apakan, enda mau ditext ah..." - its from my baby.

44. Do you like hot sauce?

- yeah, my 100% favorite.



45. Last time you took a shower?

- recently.

46. Do you need to do laundry?

- yes, i do. but yet i dont.



47. What is your heritage?

- ek?

48. Are you someone's best friend?

- maybe?

49. Are you rich?

- err... i prefer keepin it in a low-profile.

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?

- Zzz...~

51. Tag 5 people.

- ochee (i tag you back), babyazul and i dont know the other 3 people.

decoy@7:16 PM

adik, cemana kan ni uat cbox ani kan? eisy, arah mana simpan kan... tumbuk adik ni karang. ahahaha, jahat kakanya ni eyy. na anna pandai. itot instructions jua udah tuu, tapi ia unya edit templete ni ba, bagong benar. aha. langsung na mau save ani waa~ ehe. lame-lame-lame. masani iat ceta 'rahasia pelangi.' ehe. means, rainbow's secrets. ahaha. menyeluru. boreng. hmm... boreng eyy. barang baju sekolah alum prepare. ehe, tau udah kan sekolah eshok tapi alum prepare ani waa. ahahaha. ketara wa pemalash anna ni. ehe. malam karang la prepare. aha. hmm... maybe lepash ani kot. lagipun, baby off9 masani, anna pun off9 jua pasal baby na on9. ehehehe. tadi mama bagi keychain spongebob, nice! ehe 'spongeboob.' ehe. =P i like spongeboob.

decoy@3:15 PM

pagi ta karang, tengah hari jua udah ni. ehe. tadi chatdating ngan baby, dari pagi sampai tengah hari. masani saja susah on9 pakai lappy aaa. eisy, langsung nada reply text, anna pun nada receive textnya. hmm... something wrong with my lappy ni. aya. paksa on9 pakai hp lagi yang tengah charging masani. ehe. na apalah, janji dapat dating, ehe. yeyey~ ooh-ooh~ tadi pagi aher bangun around 7 something, ehe. terbangun kejap, hairan pasal selalunya baby mc awal pukul7am, arini sha na. ehe. bila kan tdo balik, na dapat. baby masih mc, banguni anna. ehe. =P aha, apa pulang anna noty. baby tuu yang noty awal. nananana~ aha. =P

decoy@2:01 PM
sayang okay?warna real nya ukan pulang cani.jul pun inda tau cana buleh brubah warna nya ahh.mwahhhhhss

decoy@1:29 PM

.hello,jul here .umm afternoon,pagi tadi bangun akhir sikit pukul 7.24,then mc sayang tarus..hehe,then we chatdating,kiss kiss sayang hehe.sayang tuuu kadang kadang noty bahh,,heheh *julur,jul sayang sangat sangat pat anna.hehe masa ni pukul 12.56,jul chat sama sayang..anna text 'your heart is mine now'hehhehe,,happy jul ehhh,,mwahhhhhhhhssss.sayang this is for you,,hehehe

i love you always.

decoy@12:49 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008

ngantuk eyy. tuu saja selalu disebut bila dah ngantuk, adik pun na suka tuu bila ia dengar words atu f anna cakap camtu depan ia. ahahaha. duduk dalam bilik ja masani, chatting ngan baby. baruta dapat chat, f bawa lappy ni kebawah kan memang susah dapat text. iata pelik. ehe. malam kelmarin4 otey pulang, start malam kelmarin2 baru start bulah. iata anna bawa lappy dalam bilik ja supaya senang dapat text. ehe. sejuk eyy, baju pun na seberapa. seluar pendek n sleeveless dipakai malam ni, mana nda kesejukan. ahahaha. brrr... sejuk~~~

decoy@7:33 PM

*sigh* tired eyy. awal lagi bangun arini. pukul 5:10am alarm menyanyi lagu, 'leave out all the rest'. malas kan bangun 5:30am, sambung lagi tdo pukul 6:10am, bangun dari katil. take a fresh shower, lepash tuu dressed-up apa itu-ini, truz turun. bila dah turun keliving room, adik kata jalan pukul 9am karang. laa~ na pedah awal bangun. ahahaha.
sebelum pukul 9am udah jalan, ke sekolah chung ching pat secondary ambil report book adik yang seorang lagi. boreng, dengar ceta orang saja. huhu. tambah lagi lupa bawa ipod. aya. spoil the mood benar. aha.
balik umah around... pukul10am kali. then on9 kejap sama baby. na lama lepash tuu, kena bawa jalan lagi balik kesekolah beli buku sekolah adik. sampai sana, boreng lagi, duduk2 saja. konon kan bawa ipod ba tadi. lupa tia lagi. eisy, boreng benar. dengar orang berceta2 saja. ehe. balik keumah pukul 12:15pm, akhir tuu. bila sampai umah, ambil pinggan n mengaut nasi. ahaha, truz mamam. lepash mamam, chat ngan baby. sambil chat ambil refreshment, minum oligo. sambil tuu, berehat2 laa. ngaleh kali aaa. huuuh. chatting ngan baby, baby kan bawa anna ke pantai kb ada party, tapi anna na mau pasal anna mau tinggal diumah ja, lagipun shiapa jua kan mengantar anna kesana. na ja? anna pun na jua mau menyusahkan orang. hmm... text na mau send aaa. selalu ni datang penyakitnya. hmm... =S baby mamam, mamam banyak2 baby aaa~ biar berisi cket. cute tuu~ ehe. =P

decoy@12:49 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008

ehe, otey le tuu. na yah lagi anna bawa baby jalan sini sana. ehe. anna na jua pandai bejalan sini sana, diumah jua nyenya. ehe. gigit? gigit la. nananana~ ehe. bagi luvbyte truz, jadi na alang2. ehe. =P nyehnyeh. ehe. pendrive? oh, ada disini melakat ia arah lappy anna. ehe. ooo~ pandai jua tuu baby masak. lain kali, na yah lagi anna masakkan untuk baby. ehehehe. lama udah na mashak mee goreng special macam anu direstaurant punya version & nasi goreng. nyum2. ehe. =P

decoy@8:20 PM

haahahha,,otey,,heheh =p emmm bh,,hehehhe jul bawa sayang jalan jalan pakai keta atu okay?hehhehe,,emm menyeluru ehhh gigit karang,,ehhehe bah mana pendrive ah?bagi arah jul sini,,,heheh jul mencopy semuanya hehehhe,,,picture ni time jul and bob masak arah tempat tuition,kami masak nasi goreng cornbeef,,hehehe yummm yummmm...huggggggggggggssssssss sayang.

decoy@8:12 PM

ehe. cemana jua. adik uat cali. ketawa la anna. ahaha. ehe. anna tau pulang tuu connection lului masani. biar kan tia eyy. panjang lagi masa kan enjoy ehe. uhm, lawa jua la, sesuai ngan badan tinggi baby. anna mau itot saja, tapi na mau drive pasal keta tuu besar dari badan anna. ehe. anna perfer keta mini or keta smart. ehe. cute. =) my picture? ada bertimbun di pendrive. kenapa? aha. menyeluru kan. ahahaha.

decoy@8:01 PM

heheheh,,sayang ahhh tawa kan nya lagi tuuu,,cana jua connection talor ohhh,hhahahbalik balik dh text masih jua enda sampai,,,hehehhe sayanggg,,,,lawa bmw ahhh?my future car hahha*prasaan.sayang mau itot?hahahhah,,sayang,,mana lagi your picture ohhh?hehhehe,,mwahhhhhhs i love you sayanggggg,

decoy@7:54 PM

ehe. ketawa2 saja ani ba. aha. termemeh jua ni karang ketawa saja. ahahaha. adik ni punya pasal. suka benar bully ia, sampai ia mental. ukan pulang mental marah. ahaha. cali eyy. anna on9, baby off9. bila baby on9, anna off9. ehe. anna makin gemuk eyy. terlalu banyak mamam. naaa kan, shiapa shuruh? mamam masa malam lagi. iat tuu, berisi udah aaa. ahahha. eshok pagi kena awal bangun pasal kan dengani mama keskulah adik lagi yang seorang ni. *sigh* ehe. masani iat kartun, "detective conan." aha. bida iat kartun. ahahahahaha. miss you, baby. muahzmuahz. ehe.

decoy@7:38 PM

arghhhhhhh,,sayang,,i miss youuu,,emm talor bh connection malam nii,satu text sayang pun nada yang sampai..eissssshhhhhhhh..ngust jul niii..emmmmm,,tuuu cute kan my sayang,,hehehhe picture ani jadi wallpaper phone jul heheheh,,sayang my anna alwayssss.

decoy@7:21 PM
aha. joking. i mean, seriously. benar3 caket pyut ni. aha. kenapa? pasalkan, minum expired yakult. nyasal benar ta. ahaha. wtfh. ahahaha. na apa ba. sekali-sekala. ukan nya skulah pun. off-day kali aaa. ahahahaa. oooh~ whats dat thing yang glowing2 atu? oh dats my phone, tengah glowing. ehe. =P

tadi my sis kan charging lappynya. kali di unplugnya plug washing machine ani. den, anna pun bully ia la, menakutkan ia that baju tengah cuci dalam washing machine. ehe. then, my sis pun panic tia, anna sampai merah pipi ketawa2 ani. ahaha. kali ia pun admit arah mama yang ia uat washing machine tuu berhenti. kalinya mama, mama nada cuci baju arini. iata, my sis bila ia keluar dari bilik mama, diiatnya anna berabish ketawa kan ia, sampai ia na tau apa lagi kan cakap arah anna, ahahahahahhahaha. cian ia tuu, kena bully oleh anna. aha. =P

decoy@12:27 PM

sayang mau liat yang jul lukiss?heheheh,,tadaaaaaaaaaa*

hehehe sayang sorry if bida,,enda pulang lama jul lukis tu tadi less than 10 minutes kali,,hehheeh,,i love you more sayanggggg..hugggggsssss.=p

decoy@12:24 PM
What is the most important thing in your life?

- my family & my friends.


What is the last thing you bought with your own money?

- two rocker bracelets, one for me & one for my sister.



Where do you wish to get married?

- paris, france.


How old do you think you will permanently owned by your love?

- not a clue.


Are you in love?

- yesh, with my boyfriend, who is 3-years younger than me. =)


Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?

- The Mall's food court.


Name the latest book you bought.

- none, but i've been recently waiting for Twilight. how lame -.-


What is your full name?

- Farrah Anna (it spelled 'Farrahana' originally and i modify a bit.)


Name the person you wish to meet in real life or the first time.

- my boyfriend && richard & roland. wee~


Christina or Britney?

- neither :p


Do you do your own laundry?

- no, & i feel sorry for my mum. :/


The most exciting place you wanna go?

- Paris, France & Sweden


Hugs or kisses?

- both, but i pretty much prefer hugs more. ;D


8 things I'm passionate about.

- my family. <3

- my besties, Mira & Dyla.

- my boyfriend, azul.

- my bed.

- my cellphone.

- my moo, elmo & metoyou bear.

- milo.

- my lappy.


8 things I say too often.

- fadamaka.

- eisy

- FUCK. (sorry. this' just for whenever i'm angry and for fun.)

- shit.

- uhm.

- hmm.

- spongeboob.

- lame.


8 books I've read recently.

- i

- don't

- read

- books

- so

- yeah.

- i

- don't.


8 songs I could listen to over and over again.

- Linkin Park - P5hng Me A*wy.

- Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest.

- Sonic Syndicate - Affliction.

- Sonic Syndicate - Enclave.

- Sonic Syndicate - Jack Of Diamonds.

- Paramore - Decode.

- Sonic Syndicate - Denied.

- Sonic Syndicate - Double Agent 616

8 things I learned last year.

- karma.

- to forgive is to look backwards. whatever.

- that i picked the wrong guy as my boyfriend. hes so suckish and i do still hate him.

- what happens if we don't do our homework. (i was told not to write the english test because i dint write the test sample, so i got zero.)

- my year had became more worse than my life in the previous year.

- trust people too much.

- befriends with the wrong people.

- i'd became more lazier. HAHA

decoy@11:23 AM
what a sleepy day. Akhir ba anna tdo semalam tuu, ampir2 pukul 12am. "minutes to midnight." aha. Semalam, baru ta berbf ngan baby, sejak sekian lamanya single, putus ngan lelaki pengontrol tenglor. Aha. Uhm, apa lagi aaa. Anna mengusut ba masani pasal mikir pasal graduation minggu ni. Nada berupdate wa. Diorang ani kan cangak2 nanti, langsung nada update. Dibagi comment arah fs, langsung diorang na mereply. Tenglor benar. Cuata update cket, jadi senang anna inform arah beshties anna. Eisy! Klazmates2. Uhm, nakan masa receive certificate masa parents day? Pasalkan eshok harinya kan graduation lunch. Eisy, ntah eyy, tembak nanti diorang ni. Bangbang. Kan tanya orang lagi. Shiapa yang bishai ditanya oh? Uhm, karang petang ada appt. lagi. Waa~ anna na mau jumpa dentist. Anna mau escape tapi takut kena denda. Huhu.

decoy@8:13 AM

jul sini masih,,jul kan cerita kan pasal kelmarin..hehe kemarin jul happy banar.the 24th of november 2008,jul couple with anna.hehehehh huggggggggggggsssssss,,hehe i love youuu sayangggg..hehe.emm kelmarin lagi jul kemiri tapi sekajap saja.jul beli baju hujan kelmarin,mau liat?hahah

cana okay?simple saja ohhhh hehe..okay atu saja kali.sayanggggggggg anna brbsh..i love you mwahhhhhhhsssss

decoy@7:08 AM
hello,jul here.good morning,,heehe awal julbangun hari ni,,hehe jull pun enda tau napa.emm jul belum bangunkan anna,biar kan tia enjoy her sweetdream dulu.hehe sayanggg anna`antah hari ni belum ada plan lagi.hmmmm..masih lagi menunggu for my keraja ohhh,,alum jua ada yang menelfon.dear god,mudahan tah jul dapat keraja,aminnn.my sayang hari ni ada appointment dentist,hehe jul kan ikut tapi transport sendiri hahha =p =p,,jul belum mandi lagi ni,kajap lagi kali..hehe otey,,i love youuuu sayang mwahhhsssssss =p

decoy@6:57 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008

lalala, ehe. nyum2. maggi curry mixed with chilli sauce. so spicy. nyum3. ehe. apakan? anyways, chatting ngan baby chweet2 texts. nice. ehe. kenyang eyy. baby udah mamam alum? or diet eyy. f alum mamam, mamam la baby, eyy? ehe. uhm, masani iat tv. saja2 iat ceta 'sutramaya.' makin mengarut la cetanya ni. eisy. ahaha. lalala. dushdush. blahblahblah. geekogeeko. ehe. outs. =P

decoy@7:20 PM

hello, ada ceta ni. mau baca tak? ehe. firstly, i would like to say 'hello'. secondly, 'hello, again.' thirdly, 'silence.' forth, 'silence...' and lastly, fifth, 'byez. im bored.' ehe. the end. *bored pic that i took earlier.* she wants her baby. ='(

decoy@3:08 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
hello,jul here,im gonna tell you something,emm not too important but valueble for me.yeah saturday yang lepas kami kami yang tuition di dts ada trip ohh,menginap di hotel.sturday-jul tunggu di jeti pukul 1,semangat kan enjoy.hehe.jul duduk sana then online,yaa,,biasa chat sama siapa lagi?my sayang la-anna.then bob text jul btnya jadi ka enda.jul lagi enda tau,,haha.then mc si azren nada reply,msg pn nada reply jua.then tiga jam menunggu di jeti,arggh macam enda jadi ja.then azren reply my msg,and ea cakap ea nda lama lagi ambl jul.yeah happy nya jul.hehe.then ambil dd,vyan,bob.then kan ambil dyla sorang sorang ijap,sal parents nya enda lapas kan dyla.so kami ber enam continue ja trip tu.yeah pkul 5 something sampai di bandar tarus ke palm garden hotel,kiulap.tungu tungu si adeq di sana kan bincang pasal hotel.arah palm hotel tu if single bed $75 and if queen bed $105,mahal jua tu enda cukup budget oh.then kul 6 lalu masih lagi mencari hotel,kami ke grand city panuh dh,then lastly kami ke trders inn,tinggal satu bilik gnya oh.nasib tu kami ohh.klau inda,nda tau lagi kan tidor mana.then masuk bilik chill chill jap then dd,bob and jul mandi,ukan pulang mandi sama sama,haha.yang lain tu inda mandi.lapas mandi kami chow ke gadong kira kira pukul 8 something la.kami ke pasar malam,bli makanan,and makan sana dekat kereta.then ke mall,susah cari parking oh,,cari cari cari, then jumpa.then masuk mall,tingkat 3 lu booking ticket wayang ceta quarantine.then jalan jalan arah mall.check check barang.then pukul 11 bali popcorn and minuman.sebelum masuk kami beulah tah dulu,haha sal mall sunyi ah nada ramai urang.ceta tu start kul 11.15 and abis kan dkat kul 2 catu.then ada perkara cali terjadi arah sibob,hahaha jul kejut kan hahha,then diri diri rah luar mall,chill chill subuh oh.ada polis yaww.yatah enda dapat lama sana.then bali barang jap then balik ke hotel.chill chill dalam bilik,charge handphone pasal low batt brabish.time tu jul msg ama sayang,time tu jua sayang enda dapat tidor,sian sayang,back to my stories,,kami ni mencari tempat lepak,then bf si adeq nyuruh kami ke bangunan sebalah pasal enda salahnya sana tu ada tempat main pool.so kami pun ke bangunan atu,masuk lift tkan tngkat 3.then pintu lift tu berbuka galap wa tempat atu,sorang sorang panic haha,tkan tngkat 2 enda mau,tkn tngkt1 galap jua,then balik saja th kami,horror bh tempat nya tu.gila kali.then lepak di lobby hotel ceta ceta sana.haha.30 minit naik kami.kan tdor.then bf si adeq bawa lagi jalan ke gerai bali minuman suam-air sehat.then kami bali 3 bungkus nasi katok,makan di hotel hahha.then kami ceta ceta sampai pukul 6 kali.nada betidor ani bah.then si bob bawa jul ke bawah kirakan chill,sekalinya ukan chill jogging th pulang arah parking lot sana,then naik ke ke hotel.melimpang tarus tertidor.6.38 catu tbgun th jul.then ambil hp trus mc sayang.rindu brbsh ohh,,hehhe then chat chat,then sayang marah rah jul pasal jul nada mc ea.yatah syang marah tu.then jul pujuk okay th yaa..hehe sayang anna mwahhhhsss.thenbgun mandi apa kan brkfst,time tu lain dh rasa jul,lapar banar.then makan rah gerai di malam,time tu jul nada mood brbsh pasal gastric ahh,,arghhh seksa rasanya.balik hotl bali ubat gastric tarus makan.thenbaru th nyaman sikit rasa parut.lepas tu jul caht ama sayang,,hehe happy jul eh,asal ingat sayang ilang asa sakit oh,swear!thenpacking,check out trus kemall.macam biasa payah cari parking.after dapat parking masuk mall check check barang lagi.time tu lain dh rasa parut,gastric lagi ohh then ke fun bread bli roti then makan.jul lagi bali minuman pepsitime tu.enda jul tpkir yang pepsi tu membuat gastric maki n kuat.then si bob yang baik hati bagi minuman milo nya,jul minum baru th nyaman rasa perut ohh.baru tah pernah jul merasa gastric ani,huhu then barutah jul ada mood kan jalan,kami main arah uni arcade hehe.then dalam pkul 4 catu balik kb th kami.masa kmi pigi bising bising kami nyanyi nyanyi time balik nah lalah smua urang ttdor smua hahah..jul tbgun time di tutong ,,time tu jul chat ama sayang,,trus text sayang yang jul ni ttdor.hehe sayang jangan lupa my french kiss xp.jul chat ama sayang sampai ke seria then low batt tia.then antar bob,vya.dd di lagoon ea kan liat skate comm sana.then lastly antar jull..hehe the end.

decoy@7:20 PM

elo. morning. im bored, again and sleepy coz i dint sleep well enuf last night. malar terbangun saja. ada masanya terkejut macam terkena electric-shock. aha. baby tuu mc semalam. ehe. pagi ni nada papa, bangun awal saja around 6:35am, maybe. chatting ngan baby n abg isz (my beshcuzzen). tadi masa chat ngan baby, ampir berkelahie usulnya, sampai anna marahi baby. baby minta sorry, anna na maafkan - awal-awalnya la. anna tau pulang jul mental disana atu melayan ulah anna tapi ia cool saja. ada words anna bagitau arah jul, anna rasa terluka hati pasal anna cakap camtu arah jul. truz2 ja anna nangish, jul mana tau tuu. kasar jua laa bunyinya anna cakap camtu, macam anna benar2 marah arah jul. uhm, lama2 otey tia macam biasa. huhu. =)

semalam, langsung nada uat apa2. bored bnar2. waiting for jul to mc n on9, tapi nada, sampai anna awal tdo pukul 8:45pm. kan mc jul, anna na mau kacau takut ia busy. na lama anna tdo, jul mc. ehe. sebelum tuu, anna edit gambarnya dari fs nya, truz jadi kan wallpaper kat hp anna n uatkan ia fansign. udah pulang anna submit photo arah ia tapi na tau la ia accept tau nda or maybe ia na tau anna submitkan photo arah fs jul. ehe.

decoy@8:21 AM

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