Wednesday, February 17, 2010
sick is getting worse?
decoy@8:40 PM
is it true that "TRUTH" doesnt hurt?? (just my opinion)
is it true? i mean, i dont think its a fact!!! well, it IS a FACT BUT, most people prefer LIES MORE than a TRUTH. WHY??? because they dont wanna their love ones to be hurt or they just let them find out by themselves. its great hearing words from chris crocker's video, its really inspired and strong video BUT, why people always tell lies? why lies must have in a relationship?? so, for me.. truth can be hurtful, so does lies and there never be honesty in relationships if theyre not being honest with each other.
for example, when someone tells you that he/she cant go out with you for lunch due to school/work maybe. he/she might accept their lover's lil excuse just because the lover trusts you fully. then, after a while, he/she appears to be in your classroom/office to send you lunch, but eventually, he/she sees you with another guy/girl and having lunch together. when the lover finds out that he/she lies to them, they feel heartbroken, pain, anger - all these feelings mixed together into 1 in their inner soul like grapes & carrots equal SOUR. well, as she (chris crocker) said, "truth never hurts, truth heals" - it never heals. once it hurts, it takes time to heal the pain inside of you.
ive been thinking of this chemical reaction. take a baking soda & a vinegar. when you mix the reaction, it will explode. i think...
"Baking soda + Vinegar = EXPLOSION!!!"
is it true? i mean, i dont think its a fact!!! well, it IS a FACT BUT, most people prefer LIES MORE than a TRUTH. WHY??? because they dont wanna their love ones to be hurt or they just let them find out by themselves. its great hearing words from chris crocker's video, its really inspired and strong video BUT, why people always tell lies? why lies must have in a relationship?? so, for me.. truth can be hurtful, so does lies and there never be honesty in relationships if theyre not being honest with each other.
for example, when someone tells you that he/she cant go out with you for lunch due to school/work maybe. he/she might accept their lover's lil excuse just because the lover trusts you fully. then, after a while, he/she appears to be in your classroom/office to send you lunch, but eventually, he/she sees you with another guy/girl and having lunch together. when the lover finds out that he/she lies to them, they feel heartbroken, pain, anger - all these feelings mixed together into 1 in their inner soul like grapes & carrots equal SOUR. well, as she (chris crocker) said, "truth never hurts, truth heals" - it never heals. once it hurts, it takes time to heal the pain inside of you.
ive been thinking of this chemical reaction. take a baking soda & a vinegar. when you mix the reaction, it will explode. i think...
"Baking soda + Vinegar = EXPLOSION!!!"
my chemical reaction of life.. take truth & lies. mix it together and gives you pain.
"Truth + Lies = PAIN!"
anyway, this is a video of "TRUTH DOESNT HURT" by MSCHRISCROCKER. enjoy!
decoy@9:27 AM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
This One (Crying Like a Child) - Utada Hikaru
How can I put this
I... I... I...
I'm an independent woman
I... I've been crying like a child
I just wanted you to know the person that I am
More than any other of your fans
I will love you for a thousand years
Yours truly
I ain't gonna play it cool
Let me tell you I've tried that already
Everyday and every night
Your words ring through me
Who am I trying to fool
Honey I've been living on my own like Freddie
But I'm still a woman
Baby tell me how
How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
It's just another friday night
For you and your accessory (lights)
And there you are before my eyes
Two hours and for fifteen minutes
You are here
I don't wanna scream
Lest I should tear
But whisper in the darkness disappear
Sincerely
We should get back on the road
Like Simon and Garfunkel
Let's get married
You are all the shelter that
I need above me
Who am I trying to fool
Honey I got your ringtone on my
Blackberry
And I won't give a damn
If only I knew how
How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
You got me crying like a child
Ain't no need for me to lie
A hundred jpeg files
Filling up my hard drive
You got me crying like a child
And the crowd is going wild
This one This is the one
Come on and give it up
How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
I... I... I...
I'm an independent woman
I... I've been crying like a child
I just wanted you to know the person that I am
More than any other of your fans
I will love you for a thousand years
Yours truly
I ain't gonna play it cool
Let me tell you I've tried that already
Everyday and every night
Your words ring through me
Who am I trying to fool
Honey I've been living on my own like Freddie
But I'm still a woman
Baby tell me how
How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
It's just another friday night
For you and your accessory (lights)
And there you are before my eyes
Two hours and for fifteen minutes
You are here
I don't wanna scream
Lest I should tear
But whisper in the darkness disappear
Sincerely
We should get back on the road
Like Simon and Garfunkel
Let's get married
You are all the shelter that
I need above me
Who am I trying to fool
Honey I got your ringtone on my
Blackberry
And I won't give a damn
If only I knew how
How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
You got me crying like a child
Ain't no need for me to lie
A hundred jpeg files
Filling up my hard drive
You got me crying like a child
And the crowd is going wild
This one This is the one
Come on and give it up
How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
decoy@9:41 PM