You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you
My little decoy
Don't look so blue, you should've seen right through
I'm using you, my little decoy
My little decoy

Sunday, December 28, 2008
its funny when i read the whole statement. thanks for the person who made this. you rock!

1. King & Queen control, semua tah kan di control nya. baiktah bali kan kereta control. kan control pun sadang2 la.

2. Ice queen ( ego?) klayi bukan tah kan ngakun salahnya walaupun ya salah.

3. No chemistry. inda sefahaman. surang mau ice cream, surang mau chocolate. apakan?

4. Selingkuh? HAHAHAHAHAHA. ketahuannn!!! ani yang paling babi sekali la.

5. No freedom.semua inda buleh, tepaksa tapok2.. sabar sha.

6. Partner gauk2 tawa2 kan be cali kana signal2. kana cakapi "Bisai2 deh ulah atu!" aww sandi.

7. Permission, apa saja mesti tanya. parents nda lagi tanggung tu. bf / gf lah tanggung! haha.balum kawin sudah control mcm stayi drng membagi makan.

8. Jalan kadai pakai baju sama jenis, sama kaler, this is the lamest thing bruneian ani.haha!

9. Masalah damit jadi masalah basar. macam kan durang klayi pasal bekantut wah, sampai esuk2 nda betagur.

10. Ani nda semua la, Penjeles kan mati. senyum arah kawan pun inda buleh. kana tantang tarus! as if kan makan kawan partner.

11. Makan kalau sama sama paksa control, ilang skill kampung. hehehe. Ada jua yg beshare tu makan. Partnernya nda sadar tu yg partnernya sorg tu nda barus gigi apa sal gagas ngaga ia.ada lagi mengurik gigi partner pasal ada tesangkut..eeew..mihir!

12. Online sampai subuh abis tu tebalik2 I love you, I miss you. mwahs.

13. When credit abis kana marah, ada tia yg cakap.. "kenapakan abis credit ah be msg sama urang lain kah?"

14. Mengusut kan mati. barang damit pun kan di kusut kan.. air liur kucing melakat arah baju pun kan menangis.

15. Sweet talker. cakap Together Forever la, janji itu ini.. sudah kawin "pi ko mampus!"

16. Couple mesti kissing. HAHAHAHAHA. ada bonus. nada yang nda kissing, nda ku caya tu. Kiss tgn pipi apa, KISS jua namanya.

17. Mula mula pigang tangan ni, lama lama pigang kepala.... tuhut. Mula2 lambai lama2 bagi fuck .. sama la~

18. Kalau kelayi nda teriak2 nda sah! te sumpah sumpah. words BUDUH kuar.

19. Inda cukup sorang. mau jua ada spare.handal.

20. Kanapatan! kan menipu tapi inda handal.IQ RANDAH..HAHA. bida ehh! BOOO!!! cawer!

21. Klayi dalam keta, drive laju2. mesti di takan minyak tu! Pastu break ngajut. Plancit air liur rah cramin dapan. Cian.sawan tia bnr.

22. SARCASTIC. hehe. ada saja kan kana sindir. sabar sha laaa!

23. Inda iklas melayan pasal hari hari jumpa. Baus bah mliat dh. Mkin panjang bulu idung.

24. Handphone 24hrs di tangan. Mcm kwnku tym main bula pun pigang hp bmsn sma gfnya.handal.alum pernah hpnya gugur.main street dh tu.handal~~

25. Tukar2 line, tukar2 handphone, email swap. Rasa bah kn liat mncek sapa dangan bf/gf kuntek.Partner mana tau..mcm msn ada yg spare lagii~

26. LOVE =! CURANG well (ofcourse, liat bini2 lawa sudah tia kan di"makan"nya.

27. Need time 4 privacy (alasan untuk putus) ada lagi reason yang paling LAME BRABIS.need space, kan belajar dulu. hahaha.I remember my ex punya alasan.He text me like this "I want us to be successful in the future, let's do a temporary break up and remember you are my only one.. " then I answered "Okay, I really love to, let's do a permanent break up, so that next time I'll be more successful than you and marrying someone much more worthful than you" yeah! a**hole.. tau jua urg ia bescandal haha.. he's scandal was my best friend-undercover(which ia inda tau I know her) and she dump him sadisticly.

28. Partner nya msg sama urang lain bukan BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND buat "i miss you more than words?" hahaha. ani termasuk dalam golongan curang jua kali.. heh.

29. Inda kana bagi jadi kemarahan. WAHAHAHAA!! Selalu ni.kalau pgi2 urg masam2 muka apa grenti pasal smalam tu.assume sja..paham2 la.for fun sarapan pgi.AHAHAHA.

30. Baru 2-3 bulan together buring sudah. mau lagi yang baru. kanyang lari.

31. Kalau di tanya "handsome ka ku ni yang?" gf jawab " handsomeee ehh!! Bnr!!" tapi dalam hati (bulu idung nya tekeluar ah, unshave, baju lahib,etc)

32. Awal awal pemalu.. lama lama nda tau malu..

33. Main transfer credit.ada gi pandai bunga bunga cakap “cr me low ni..kapih lagi so masani save2 dulu bmsg” pastu ada tia kana forward kn..hahaha

34. Pengikis! hint ckp baju lawa tia, sampai partner ckp "bahh esuk balikan"

35. Couple mesti liat muvee di cinema. baru romantic ~ yuck! nada cara lain kah?

36. Anniversary celebrate tiap bulan. mau lagi arah tampat restoran patang2..abis duit. .haha.

37. Dulu2 nda jumpa sehari kan mati rasanya, masani dh jumpa kan mati plg rasanya.

38. Awal2 mau pujuk, batah2 malas tia kan pujuk. pebaik ia menangis smpai ingus nya di lantai..

39. LELAKI, kalau ada game, bula, kereta, makanan.gitar. jadi GF pertama drg tia. Nda tia drg pedulikan gfnya.ada tia bealasan.dluar ku tdi.

40. BINI2, kalau meliat ceta KOREA handsome2 angau2 , mcm BOUTA sul drg. bf nda telayan.sanggup tu bjaga abiskn 2pack CD aa.alasan tdo..AHHAHAHAHA.lagi tia.

41. (18PL.didelete..hahaha)

42. Bejalan kajap ke kadai kaling pun mesti miskol pakai loudspeaker. kalau inda pun text bf/gf "yang, me kekadai kaling sebalah sekajap.membali sigup me"

43. Kalau nda kana balas miskol kana msg "behapa tu?" kana balas lagi "beria ku tdi" dahto kana tanya lagi "banar kan tu?" membari malas. hahaha.

44. Takut gf/bf inda kana suruh jalan bagi alasan TIDUR padahal bejaur. erm. Ada ni tau ku jua.

45. Partner kana balikan brg, inda pandai besyukur. mau jua yg mahal. branded. eh kira pengikis la jua..

46. Lelaki nda dapat liat bini2 hot. mcm bayi tia usul drg. mun lapar baik asak semua.

47. Bini2 kalau liat bf nya liat bini2 lain kana cubit. Kana tantang lgitu sampai2 ingus bah kuar!

48. Minta ambil, akhir sikit jadi kemarahan. mau jua on time.bini2 ni biasa camni.drg aa nda sadar mun besiap aa kan mati batahnya.laki2 harum2 nunggu smpai kuar bah bau ketiak drg nunggu.

49. Kalau be SMS, ujung2 nya mesti ada words "luv u. mwahs" its a MUST.

50. Friendster, facebook mesti ada gambar berdua.

51. MSN mesti nick nya jiwang2 example : iniots’s, iniots’s properties.kalau nda pun ada tia nicknya drg buat bad mood la..i don’t trust u la..atu something bekenaan love life drg la tu..

52. Selalu bagi lagu macam "eh lagu ani untuk you ni dangar ahhh"

53. Bila ada urang lain.. minta putus, bila sudah putus menyasal tia kan go back. buduh!

54. Abis klayi tamparan muka. abistu ambil uleh arah urang lain. Mulut bauu.makan sampah kah kau kelmarin?hoho

55. Jumpa kawan lama buat inda kenal, kana ucap buang batu la itu ini. pasal takut kana marah. ciannn..

56. Kalau miskol kana reject kana ucap sma urang lain tym atu. hahaha.

57. Da problem sikit2 minta putus.rasa bah..kes baus dah ni..sudah cool kan go back tia.

58. Sanggup online 247 tunggu partner nya online....

59. Kadang2 ada yg tipu parents rasa kn bejumpa, escape sekulah. (kalau parents alom approve) biasanya bini2 illegal ni camni.illegal means below 18.haha.

PS: i DO NOT own anything. few of these statements are strictly true, and which had happened to myself, as a reader.

decoy@11:37 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
tagged by ochee.

What time are you starting this?
- 9:05pm..
Do you have any nicknames?
- yesh.
When's your birthday?
- october 24th.
Are you a boy or girl?
- girl.
Where were you born?
- Seria.
What's your favorite color?
- black + white.
Who do you talk to the most over the phone?
- no one.
Do you have any siblings?
- I do.
Do you have a pool?
- nope.
Do you daydream a lot?
- yeah, the whole time.
Are you flexible?
- no, not really.
Can you drive?
- i wish.
Have you ever dyed your hair?
- yupz, its been 3-times i dyed my hair.
Would you ever go skydiving?
- i would, but im scared of heights.
What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
- I'm pretty much into chocolate flavored ones. other tastes count too.
Who was the last person you spoke to?
- my sis.
What are you most afraid of?
- GOD, and losing the ONLY ones I love.
Things in your room?
- plenty.
5 things you couldn't live without?
- my family, my bestfriends, my cellphone, my music & my bed.
5 friends you would want to room with?
- uhm, entah oh.
Who do you love?
- a lot of people :D
Love or hate?
- both.
Ice cream or cookies?
- ice cream and 'Chips Ahoy!' cookies.
TV or computer?
- um. both?
Books or magazines?
- books AND magazines.
Coke or Pepsi?
- both.
What time did you finish this survey?
- 9:11pm.

decoy@9:02 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
hello, uhm... masani menunggu huby balik dari kerja. ooo~ dah pukul 10pm. menunggu huby mc around 3mins to 10. ehe. masani tengah iat youtube pasal make-up tutorial by panacea81. she's a good make-up girl. i admire her alotz. ehe. on the next tab, iat scene-thingy tutorial from youtube, such as scene clothings, accessories, make-up and stuffs. im totally addicted to scene. im over-labelled. wth. ahaha. yeah, huby mc exactly 10:03pm, like what i expected. *sigh* what else. actually, im kinda sleepy at the moment. uhm, i noe, my english is kinda suckish. whaaat~ aha. tadi baca novel sampai pening kepala, from chapter 9 til chapter 21, where i stopped earlier before gone for shower. sampai text message pun pandai salah type. then, again i continued my story just only a chapter, that is chapter 22. uhm, i really dont know what else to say. i almost got a lil insane just now bacause of my lappy went lagged. so i had to tutup mengajut la in 3-4 times, like i unplugged the charger from the lappy, cause i dont usually use a battery on it. so, i take it off from its mother. aha. anyways, im stopping my blog for tonight, cause im really blank right now. ehe.

decoy@9:57 PM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008

we wish you a merry xmas! we wish you a merry xmas! we wish you a merry xmas and a happy new year!

to my friends: leon chia, michelle chu, alen justin and lawrence.

decoy@9:37 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008



decoy@9:17 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008

hello huby and readers, morning. i havent took my shower yet while im writing this blog. but who cares, im still look fresh. ahaha. early this morning, i switched on my lappy, online for a sec, played a song, linkin park - you aint gotsta gotsta, logged-in for my friendster, faceboook and blogger. just checkin-out. well, obviously, ada orang tuu uat girlfriendnya melting iat pic nya. ahaha. wow~ cute eyy~ *faint* ehe. uhm, huby, bishai2 kerja tuu, otey? and ill be waiting for your mc during your lunch-break. ehe. i love you too, hubyboo. huny na manja la~ *malu*

decoy@8:59 AM


hellooohaaa.jul here.good morning hunymanja =p.emm apa ohh,,blank huby ehh,,emm pasal first day kerja?fun and enjoy pulang tapi sangal ja kaki bdiri diri,jalan jalan,turun naik,haaha.hunyy huny..tu nah pict huby.cana otey?=p kabur ahh,maklum handphone lama =p,tunggu kluar gaji baru beli hp baru and tani celebrate anniv ahh ;p.huny take care sana.ada tu huby mc klau huby break.hehe.bh bubye huny mwahhhhhsss.i love you alot.

decoy@7:34 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008

hello. its me again. hye blog. aha. its been a while, i dint visit you and post my words here. well, its because, i missing my boyfriend, for like almost a week. so yeah, ive got no mood to write. then, of course, we've contact once again last night. yeay~! uhm, today is his first day of work, so wish him good luck for that. and what else. im so bored ryte now coz i have to wait for him like another... 10 more hours. *sigh* lama tuu~ =S so here i am, listen to RED - Never Be The Same, over and over again, cause the song is so inspiring. on the other hand, i know, im such a bad a.k.a WORST english speaker/writing. aha. it doesnt matter anyways. so, uhm, im editing some of my photos here. not some, but plenty of photos of mine, cause photography is part of my thing but editgraphy is not my thing, coz im not a good editor. so yeah... i do enjoy them. aha. later!

decoy@12:26 PM


helllooo,haha morning.wahhh lama dah na isi blog oh,,miss huny sangat sangat.emmm apa ohh,huby balnk ohh..hari ni first day kerja,agak nervous sikit.balik lagi akhir tu.huny tidor la dlu.if huby mc baru huny banguk,keyh?em huny tack care sana ohh,lawat lawat jua soon lee atu,hahaha =p.nada deh.emm aaa,,huby ada ambil gambar baju yang huby belikan untuk huny di miri tu,size s.hehe.em ani saja kali karang malam lagi heehe bubye.i love you alot huny.mwahhshugss.jan lupa bkfst.=)

decoy@7:28 AM
Friday, December 19, 2008
STOLEN FROM DYLA'S PAGE
BECAUSE IM BORED

A - Available
no-no.

B - Best Friend
a few.

C - Crush
muhammad azulyassin.


D - Dad's Name
armann.

E - Easiest Person To Talk To
anyone.


F - Favorite Band
Sonic Syndicate, RED.

G - Gummy Bears Or Worms
gummy bears.

H - Hometown
lumut.

I - Instrument
drum.

J - Job
the laughter, the crier, the lazier

K - Kid
babies.

L - Longest Car Ride
marudi?


M - Milk Flavor
chocolate.

N - Number Of Siblings
four.

O - One Wish
to get a job, like a.s.a.p or apply for college.

P - Phobias
plenty.

Q - Favorite Quote
death is peaceful, life is harder.

R - Reason To Smile
something.

S - Song You Last Hear
RED - Never Be The Same.

T - Time You Woke Up
approximately 7:30-8:30am or 9am.

U - Unknown Fact About Me
grudging?

V - Vegetable
baby kailan.

W - Worst Habits
bite my nails.

X - X-Rays You've Had
Never.

Y - Your Favorite Food
Spaghetti or spicy ones.

Z - Zodiac Sign
Scorpio.

decoy@7:17 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
RED INNOCENCE & INSTINCT : Never Be The Same

I know you, who are you now?
Look into my eyes if you cant remember
Do you remember? Oh

I can see, I can still find
youre the only voice my heart can recognize
But i cant hear you now, yeah

Ill never be the same im caught inside
the memories of promises of yesterdays
and i belong to you
I just cant walk away coz after loving you
I can never be the same

And how can i pretend to never
know you like it was all a dream? No
I know ill never forget the way i always felt
with you beside me, and how you loved me then,
yeah

Ill never be the same im caught inside
the memories of promises of yesterdays
and i belong to you
I just cant walk away coz after loving you
I can never be the same

You led me here, then i watched you disappear
You left this emptiness inside and i cant turn
back time

No! Stay! Nothing compares to you
nothing compares to you
I cant let you go
cant let you go
I cant let you go

I can never be the same
not after loving you
not after loving you
No

Ill never be the same im caught inside
the memories of promises of yesterdays
and i belong to you
I cant just walk away coz after loving you
I can never be the same

I can never be the same
I will never be the same
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
I just cant walk away
No, I cant walk away from you


decoy@8:57 PM

uh, apa ada arini? arini, ada 2 orang birthday. apakan? aha, macam na tau apakan ditype sini. uhm... arini, macam biasa ja tapi huby nada coz of his phone, ada probz cket. and we text messaged this evening, tanya khabar masing2, uat apa etc. tadi petang, huby ke pantai jublee for picnic. ciukznye~ ehe. me pulak, berkurung dalam bilik dari tengahari sampai ampir pukul 3pm, pasal kan mamam, pyut berbunyi udah. uhm... bila dah turun kan masuk ke dapur, na tia jadi mamam. paksa la menunggu sampai clear. ehe. sementara dalam bilik tadi, buang boreng, took some random photos. yela. mun namanya boreng. aha. huny mau tdo pulang ni, tapi mata ni... alum ngantuk lagi aaa~ hmm... ni mesti milo kali ni uat huny na ngantuk. pelik, adaka milo uat na ngantuk. patutnya, coffee ya. entah2, milo ada kefin kali. aha. huby, do take care, ayte? huny pun take care jua. i miss you,
hubyboo. =)

decoy@8:31 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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decoy@8:35 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
it was midnight, the clouds began to rain heavily as it fell. The room was filled with silence as it was blackout, the tick-tock of the clock hung on the wall was heard through my ears, followed by the rain. I tried to sleep from side to side, but failed. My lil sis woke from her sleep as she realised the silence. She tried to walk down the stairs in many times, but she dint have the guts because it was dark and silence. After a while, she watched me as i watched her (pretending to sleep) and touched my elbow either i slept or awake. I managed to laugh without a sound at first. And later she looked at me again, then i laughed hardly but she just kept quiet. On the other hand, she asked to accompany her went downstairs to my parents' room. My idea was that we just went downstairs without a light to accompany us, unfortunately, it wasnt a good idea to walk through the stairs without a light. So then, i took my torch from my bed drawer and send my lil sis to the room half-way of the stair-case. Now, im alone in my own room, typing my words on this blog via cell phone. I tried to mc huby last night and just now. I just knew that its hard to ring his phone coz his phone has ran out of battery. He told me earlier last night that he might be gone for miri earlier morning or late later. Gosh! My tummy is hurting me and havent apply any useful oil to lessen the pain, and i dint eat my painkiller syrup to reduce it. Its been 2 nights the pain attack my tummy and i dint know what i ate that causes the pain. *frowned, holding the pain for a few minutes.* it hurts so bad. However, it doesnt attack as the sun shines, but it does attack during my sleeps. Thats the time the pain starts. How lame is that, disturbing my beauty sleep. The time shows at 3am in the morning, so i guess im awake for 2-3 hours now, and its time for me to rest. Hey, my tummy is growling. Weirdo. Aha. Later!

decoy@2:25 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008

hello, its 1am in the morning, and still my eyes are wide open. Please~ make me sleep. Earlier yesterday afternoon... I meant on sunday, december 14th, 2008, me and my family, excluding my brother, went to bandar to enjoyed ourselves before our dad gone for offshore on tuesday for 2 weeks. Of course, we went to the mall in gadong, which was very crowded as usual and therefore, i couldnt get myself to breathe normally coz im not really used to crowded places like the mall. Im glad that i dint faint. Furthermore, there was a small project, uhm, i mean, ada orang berlakon kat mall. It refresh my memory way back in 2005, that i was acting for raya celebration and it was played on tv brunei. Unfortunatly, i dint get myself a chance to watch on how i acted on a tv screen. Well, at least i experienced as an actress once. Aha. Next, our next destination was at qlap, my dad did his prayers at masjid in qlap. I dont know the name of the masjid. I took a photo of it which will be posted soon, f i remember jua. Aha. Uhm, last but not least, our last shopping destination was giant. It was my lil sis' request. I dint buy anything from there coz nothings attracted my eyes. I did look for an alphabet necklace that i promised to huby that i will buy for him one, unfortunatly, there is no alphabet letter that i need. Hmm... Bummer. I was bored and i text messaged with huby on the way home just to accompany me. As soon as i reached home, i immediately took a shower and later miss called huby for a chat. After a short while, me and my sisz watch a dvd, 'twilight'. I dint understand the story, obviously, like i dint understand the movie, 'the day the earth stood still'. I really need to watch both movies on clear, original dvds instead of unclear, blur, unoriginal dvds. Its really hard for me to understand the story. But, seriously, im really addicted to edward cullen, played by robert pattinson. Hes my new hero like my other heroes that i adore. Other casts, taylor lautner and cam gigandet are cute and attractive too. Later that, me and ochee couldnt sleep so we talked and laugh alot. Meanwhile, as i open this blogger, ochee felt asleep as soon as i began to write this blog. So, here i am. Waiting for my eyes feeling sleepy as i want it to. I misscalled huby earlier, 6minutes after midnight but he dint reply my call. Well, perhaps hes asleep now. So, uhm, the time shows at 1:33am in the morning and i still cant find myself to rest. Lastly, im stopping my post coz my fingers are tired, typing plenty of words down, and im trying to get myself to sleep. So, later guyz!

decoy@1:02 AM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
1. Are you currently in a relationship?
- yesh.

2. Have you ever been given a teddy?
- yupz.

3.What is your all-time favorite love story movie?
- uhm, apa oh. banyak waa~

4.Are you in love right now?
- yesh.

5.Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?
- depends.

6.What's your current problem?
- banyak. currently, nopez.

7. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yesh. thousand times.

8. Your thoughts ON online or long distance relationships?
- entah.

9. Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
- yesh.

10.how many kids you want to have?
- aaa~ 2 kids... perhaps.

11. What is/are your favorite color/s?
- black and white.

12. Who is your celebrity crush?
- (a) richard sjunesson.
(b) roland johansson.
(c) rob pattinson.
(d) david archuleta.
(e) keanu reeves.
(f) joe jonas.
(g) taylor lautner.
(h) zac efron.
(i) anthony armstrong.
(j) randy armstrong.

13. Do you believe you truly only love once?
- do you?

14.Imagine you're 40 and your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
- uhm, entah. iat la cemana.

15. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- depends.

16. What song do u want to be played at your wedding?
- enclave - sonic syndicate. or lil bit more hard-rock like affliction - sonic syndicate.

decoy@4:37 PM
1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
- couples.


2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
- you know that already.



3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- i dont wanna lose you.

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
-tefonning on the phone.

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
- happy, coz hes my boyfriend. like d'uh~ ahaha.

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
- kick his pweety ass.

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on:
-ntah.

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is:
-f hes over reacted.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is:
- dunno.

10. The overall impression of him/her is:
-couples?

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
-err, worried? i dunno.

12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
-penyamal is one, manja is two, pemarah is three, pengetawa is four, penangish is five.

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
- being lazy.

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
- photographer? entah eyy~.

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them:
- thank you for being there for me and being supportive. aha what kan? its lame, macam bagi ucapan.

16. 10 people you tag:
1. ochee.
2.azul.
3. dyla.
4. renn.
5. vyan
6. lawrence.
7. mira.
8. arinah.
9. michelle chu.
10. leon.

17.Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
- Anna.

18. No. 3 a male or female?
- female .

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- a big NO, coz no. 7 has already been taken.

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
- no way! theyre both girls.

21. What is No. 1 studying about?
- "please" - chris croker's.

22. Is No. 4 single?
- i dunno.

23. Say something about No. 6?
- uhm, hello?

decoy@4:07 PM
hello readers. ehe. whats for today? uhm, its kinda weird that my ex just pm me on msn. he asked me to do a favour, text his friend for him. minta kena ambil dari kawannya. huby, jan marah aaa~ na papa pulang ni. lagipun, kami na berapa rapat jua. ex-couple kali aaa. weird cket bila bertegur. apa lagi oh. uhm, yesterday, we went to the mall, that was our purpose just to watch a twilight movie. unfortunately, some say the tickets were sold out and some say the seats were limited. so, na jadi iat la wayang tuu. at the mean time, i saw my very first scandal with his girlfriend. yeah, we did ignored him coz hes a friend of si bagong. aha. further later, we went to a food court just for refreshment. lapar kali aaa. tengahari na mamam. ehe. after we had our refreshment, we bought sweaters. mine is red-sweater, xs (extra small), which is kinda cute, though. i like small sizes coz it suits me. yea, masani berjamur kat luar. smelly and miang kali aaa. aha. then, we went to qlap mall mau iat wayang the day the earth stood still. huny memang na paham jalan cetanya. message nya ada pulang, tapi na paham ani waa. ahaha. tomorrow, again we go to bandar, mau iat twilight. gosh! i hope theres plenty of seats for us to watch that movie. im so deadly craving for that movie. waa~!! anyways, here are some random pics that i took at the mall and at qlap. enjoy~! =)


my sister fixing her pony tail.

yea, i cant stop laughing. LoL.

well, obviously im a bit small than my sis.

silly? yeah... smile. =)

the loner...

bored at the book store, qlap.

reading some magazines.

trying to figure this out.

decoy@2:46 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
helloohaa,haha emm jul sini,wahhh lama na isi blog busy yawww,,nada masa ahh,,yeayyy,,kelmarin huby apply kaja arah soon lee,heehe mudahan jua dapat laa,,gaji nya okay pulang,450bn per month.atu baru beginner,lepas 3 bulan naik seratus,hehe.hujung bulan shopping nii hehe,kaja nya nada pulang bershift dari pukul8-10 malam haha,im gonna miss huny tuu.huby takut huny keboringan ja.huhu,emmm hari ni huny kebandar,shopping yaa,huby di umah ja,haha na jadi jalan,hari ahad kali.emmm btw huny sorrry alum lagi ada pict.pasal alum bergambar ahh,sabar huny ahh..relex adaa tu,hehe,,em bh ani saja kali.huny take care sana mwahhhhhsss,i love you so much,hunyboo.hehe =)

decoy@3:23 PM
greetings, aliens! Aha, uhm, well, im pretty bored this morning, and still lying on my comfy bed which makes me feel lazy to get up. Ehe, early this morning, i opened a web using my phone just to check my friendster, facebook and this. Unfortunately, huby dint post anything in this blogger as he promised. Hmm... Nevermind, i'll just post everything i could. Anyways, im looking for joe jonas' photos on a web before i check my fs and fb. All of the pictures are just not my tastes to save one pic. Well, there is one. And i really wanna save it for my wallpaper. But its hard, i really have no idea how to save it. Eisy! Furthermore, im going to bandar this afternoon at 3pm, and i have no clue on what should i wear. Hmm... Well, ive been thinking in my brain that, i think i should wear a white-button-longsleeves-with-redstripes shirt with pink sweater, although i dont fancy pink that much. Aha. I have to wear a double-do-dido clothings which is kinda hot in the afternoon and makes me sweaty a lil outside the mall because the sun is above us. Well, i'll be chilly cold whenever im into the mall otherwise. Boo-hoo, im so lazy to get up from bed. What time iszit now? Oh, itz 8.17am. I think i should stop blogging for today, coz i wanna take a shower in a few minutes. Ehe, later!

decoy@7:59 AM
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DECEMBER 9TH, TO...

Awangku Yura Aliff


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Abang Wardi.

decoy@10:10 PM

firstly, im writing this blog coz im bored. on the other hand, huby asked me to write this blog coz i think huby misses alot of what im doing in my days. aha. anyways, im looking for rain bi's photo just to let huby to inspired his hair-styles. pasal kan, huby hasnt got any idea how to style his hair, so i suggest huby to cut his hair like rain bi, f huby mau jua la. huny na pajal pulang ni. ooo~ hes hot. aha. kinda scratch my head abit. ehe. anyways, im kinda sleepy ryte now, thats why im pretty blur. my brain hurts. yikes! ehe. oh yea, uhm, f huby na mau gunting rambut like rain bi, try this... vanness wu punya hair-style. enjoy and i hope you like it. ehe. =)

Rain Bi


Vanness Wu


decoy@9:35 PM
Sunday, December 7, 2008

uhm, otey. Masani, iat tv ceta camp rock. Well, im pretty sleepy + tired ryte now and i really want to have my beauty sleep but hmm, actually im waiting for my huby to go on9 but then i'll just wait for him til he appears for like, another half-hour or the next. *sniff* what is this smell? Mcm bau angus from the electrical appliances or something. Or maybe the smell of bbq from the neighbourhood. Gosh, my stomach is growling, craving for food, but hey, i just had my chicken-floss that my parents bought from mum's bakery and a glass of milk which i add it with milo. It tastes weird without adding milo on my milk. Aha. Yeah, you can even say im weird and i dont mind. Ehe. Anyways, this is my 2nd time watching camp rock. My first watch on camp rock was on youtube, which was kinda suckish. Have to wait for how long? About 10-20 minutes to download and watch it smoothly. Yikes! I talk alot here. Aha. Anyways, im stopping my blog for today. My feet are totally frozen ryte now, its really blue and pale. Ehe. So, later! =)

decoy@7:52 PM

hello,jul here,,emm bored ehhh,tadi di tempat pengilan ah,,panasssss,,hehe lepas pengilan ke rumah aunty jap ambil barang then ke hospital melawat aunty,my aunty beranak pagi tadi,,anaknya bini,cute lagi tu macam huny,,,hahah =8).cipit matanya,,hehe,bored ey nada huny,shopping huny hari ni,haha,emm huny ahh mengurat tplang,haha,dushdush karang hahah,nada dehh,,main main ja,,em take care sana huny ohh,,i love you,mwahhhhhhhsss.

decoy@1:08 PM

lalala~ hoho orang karaoke. Nyeh2~ malash dengar. Boreng ehe. Duduk2 saja arah garage keta. Aha, panash2 eyy. Ehe. Arah garage ada tali bergantung. Siapa berani gantung diri. Wahaha. =P Ada orang handsome. Aha, apakan. Marah huby karang. Hoho. Boreng waa, iat2 saja orang. Nada papa kan diiat, juz some oldies ladiez people. Aha. Choe huby aaa. Jangan marah aaa. Huny main2 ja. Ehe. Huby camna disana? Ada perempuan lawa na disana? Hoho, saja2 menanya. Huny na marah. Ehe. =P ngantuk eyy, panash lagi, pening lagi. Aduh~ aha. Lalalala~ karaoke~ nyeh2. Berjoget ta kamu sana. Wahaha. Lame~ >=) i wanna get outta here. Ergh! Cho bored. Lalala~ im out. Peace! Aha, bida. Peace2. Nyeh2. Apakan? Ehe.

decoy@11:23 AM
Saturday, December 6, 2008

hello, im sleepyhead. Ehe, ngantuk masani n tengah melimpang uat blog. Menunggu huby dari tadi na mc2. Tau2 bila huny nyaman2 tdo, ada tia kena mc. Hohoho. Krrohkrroh. Ehe. Tdo~ dushdush. Nyeh2~ ngantuk2. Ehe. Tadi, prepare baju kurung, menerikah ya untuk pengilan eshok dibandar. Sigh, pengilan, boreng. Ehe. Ingatkan malam ni keumah nenek, tau2 ja na jadi. Mama na bagitau eyy. Ehe. Uisy, ngantuk eyy. Huby mana oh~ ngantuk2 udah huny ni nunggu huby. *yawning* nytz2 huby. I love you. Muahz. <3

decoy@8:02 PM
1. How late did you stay up last night and why?
- almost 11pm, just as soon my baby went off.

2. What was the first thing you said when you got up?
- *yawning* ngantuk eyy.

3. Who were you with Friday night?
- um. no one?

4. Do you think you will cry tomorrow?
- i guess not.

5. When's the next time you'll see your friends?
- i don't know. but i hope for that day to come very soon.

6. What were you doing this morning at 7:00 am?
- i woke up 30 minutes later.

7. What radio station do you listen to the most?
- KristalFM, but rarely.

8. What was the reason you last cried?
- i rubbed my eyes ver hard just to get a perfect vision.

9. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
- i guess so, maybe.

10. What are you listening to?
- nothing, just the radio playing at the background.

11. Who was the last two people to text you?
- huby & dstcom.

12. What's the fifth text in your inbox say?
- "hello huny cayang~ i miss you oh... ehe emm... time ni otw kelumut pt umah aunty kejap. i love you huny... mwahhs." - its from my huby.

13. How many red lights have you ran?
- um. i don't drive?

14. What high school did/do you attend?
- st. margaret's, but i finally graduated.

.15. What was your least favorite subject and why?
- literally ALL. but i can like POA, but unfortunately, i dropped that class & Combined Science.

16. What were you doing at 11pm last night?
- i slept. *krrohhkrrohh.*

17. Who was the last person you texted last night before bed?
- huby.

18. Will you be driving in a year?
- *toinks =S*

19. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
- yesss!!! im craving for twilight.

20. When did your last hug take place?
- recently.

21. Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
- lol yeah, but they're not stupid. in fact, they're hilarious.

22. Have you ever started a sentence with "No offense, but..."?
- yeah.

23. Do you drink tea?
- yes, like everyday.d'uh.

24. Have you ever been arrested?
- never experience in my life.

25. Have you rode in someone else's car today?
- nopez, maybe later.

26. Have you made a mistake this week?
- well, like normally, yes.

27. What are you listening to right now?
- just some news read playing on the radio at the background.

28. Say something to somebody.
- hello.

29. Do you miss someone?
- yesh! -.-

30. Are you happy with your life right now?
- kinda.

31. In the past 72 hours have you been under the influence of alcohol?
- nopez.

32. What was the last movie you saw?
- madagascar : escape 2 africa.

33. What do you need to do right now?
- talking to huby and wanna eat. my stomach is really upset right now.

34. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
- boyfriend and girlfriend. let's put into a simple word : couples.

35. Who do you hate?
- no one.

36. What do you wear to bed?
- pj's, that are tshirts, long track-pants and shorts, i mean like way-too-short & nightgowns.

37. Has anyone got on your nerve lately?
- not really.

38. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
- maybe.

39. What were you doing at 1am Saturday?
- stick back my linkin park poster on its position. =.='

40. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
- yep, lots.

41. what would you like to say to your love ones?
- I LOVE YOU!

decoy@1:48 PM

firstly, akhir bangun cket pagi ni pukul 7:30am. aha, ngaleh wa. semalam lagi terbangun pukul 12am, pasal my linkin park poster terlekap lagi. ergh! kenapakan gamnya ni. beri mental saja. ngacau my beauty sleep saja kaja nya. ehe. den, lepash tuu tdo balik. around pukul 2am, terlekap abish. paksa bangun dari katil, ngantuk2 lagi tuu. tambah extra double-tape kat poster tuu lepash tuu lekat kat dinding. otey ya kejap tuu, after a while, terlekap abish. hmm... malash ta kan ingau. rela lagi tdo daripada melayan poster tuu. ehe. tadi pagi, bila dah bangun truz check friendster, facebook & blog pakai hp. bila uka blog, baca huby unya story kelmarin huby uat. lepash tuu sign-out. bila dah tutup internet kat hp, uka lagi internet mendownload lagu. ehe macam malash lagi kan uka lappy. na mau bangun dari katil, masih mau limpang2 atash katil, hugz2 elmo and bantal sebelah huny, macam huby ada disebelah huny. confy cngt2. ehe. awal pukul 8am, huby mc truz on9 kejap. hoho. huby tengah mandi masa tuu, tapi anna na tau. bila huny bagitau kan mandi kejap lagi, baru huby informed huby tengah mandi. ehe. sometimes, huny tanya2. cemana huby chat masa mandi... tuu yang hairan tuu. ehe. karang malam, maybe ke umah nenek kali, pasal malam ni kan ada karaoke sempena majlis perkahwinan abang amit. ehe, just for fun la, eshok pagi diorang bersanding. alamak! eshok pengilan. eisy, ni yang huny na suka ni pengilan dibandar. waa~ tapi yang ciukz nya, shopping lepash pengilan tapi na rugged, pakai baju kurung lagi tuu. ahahaha. na rugged eyy~ ahaha. cali2. =P

decoy@12:56 PM
Friday, December 5, 2008
hello,jul here,hehe awal-awal pagi dah kena bangunkan,nenek minta degani huby ke miri ohh,nakan na ikut,mun sudah kena belanja.hehe,huby beli baju spongebob oh,,sorry nada gambar,ngaleh ohh,,heehe,,em lepas balik dari miri sembahyang jumat di masjid,after balik,makan kejap then nenek bawa lagi huby ke tutong,hehe enjoy benar hari ni..time di hua ho tutong,kunci kereta tercicir ohh,,panic sorang sorang,paksa mencari tapi enda jua dapat,nasib nenek bawa kunci spear ahh,,kalau enda nada balik,hahah,,huby miss huny berabish ohh,mwahhhsssss =)

decoy@8:40 PM
hello. Ehe. Awal pagi udah huby text message arah anna, bagitau arah anna, katanya ke miri dengani nenek ke sana. Hmm~ boreng eyy, sunyi lagi, sejuk lagi. Hoho. Masani iat tv ceta barbie. Maybe lepash ni iat ceta max payne kali, pakai lappy pasal dvd player lului udah. Hoho, caket ia. Ehe. Huby, i miss you. ='(

decoy@11:07 AM
Thursday, December 4, 2008

done with editing, which is nice and i like it. thanks to my helper, ochee, who edit them ol. aha. huny edit lagu tuu saja. bg nya tuu, huny edit lagi sekali pasal huny rasa bg tuu na sesuai ngan huby. too girly gitu lho. ehe. uhm, sleepy eyy. ada kemungkinan awal tdo kali malam ni. ngantuk benar wa, na tau kenapa. ehe. masani iat kartun naruto - aha sekalur usulnya iat kartun. ahaha. oh yea, dapat baca ka textnya ni? pasal kan handwritingnya ni terlalu mini cket. ehe. manatau huby susah kan baca karang. ehe. f huby susah baca karang, huby pakai magnifying glass, otey? ehe. btw, udah mamam ka huby ni? ataupun tengah mamam masani. ehe. huby aaa~ lama jua huby mc atu. hp bulah lagi ka? hoho. hmm... otey, tuu saja laa. ehe. nytz2. luv you, huby. muahz.

decoy@7:31 PM

*yawning* ngantuk eyy. huby, otey ka layoutnya tuu? ataupun, layout nya tuu confused cket? ataupun layoutnya too girly for huby? ehe. huny uat2 aja dey~ nada yang rugged2. hoho. uhm, f na lawa~ huny tukar lagi, otey? ehe. =) uhm, apa huby uat tuu masa huny nada? fikirkan huny ye~ (perasan huny oh) ehe. nada la. gerenti huby iat tv ni, ceta 'rahasia pelangi'. kan3? ehe. huny miss huby cngt2. ehe. huby tuu, semalam nanya huny bila kol, kenapa? aaa~ ada ni...~ ehe. kan3? ehe. aduh, udah la ngantuk & selesma, pening lagi kepala ni. ayo~ =S ehe. lalalala~ im dizzy~

decoy@4:16 PM
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decoy@11:56 AM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008

this morning, i woke up early before 7am, i think. awaaaal bangun. adik yang damit tdo ngan huny semalam, tapi untuk malam tuu saja, pasal malam ni sampai ari sabtu ni ia tdo diumah usu. arini plan makan2 di escapade sushi. hoho. huny confused ngan makanan nya kat sana. maklum, 1st time kesana. ehe. minta abang pilihkan la semua makanan yang part sushi2 ni. (picsnya ada kat hp adik) ehe. pernah pulang mamam sushi taun lepash, masa bagong lanja kami semua. take-away pulang. masa tu abang ja pergi ke escapade sushi, maklum kena bawa oleh si bagong. aha. lepash tuu, kesoon lee ke kedai mobility iat2 hp. hoho. lalai2 iat sini sana, berdiri dekat entrance kedai tuu. tau2 ada tia paper melekat kat dinding ampir2 pintu entrance atu. ada job vacancy. huny mau cuba nasib. ya, manatau ada rezeki huny kerja sementara kat sana. aha.

kelmarin punya cerita, uhm, itot parents bejalan keseria n ke kb. ke kb singgah ke soonlee beli dye rambut. bila balik umah, iat tv ceta, 'cinta indah.' lepash iat ceta tuu, minta dye kan rambut arah mummy. ehe. kesejukan lagi tuu, na berbaju. berkamban saja. aha. tunggu kan mandi dalam 8:30pm baru ta mandi, cuci rambut hilangkan warnanya. abish mandi, tadaa~ merah rambut. part atash rambut terang merah nya, rambut part bawah na terang merahnya, tapi ada hitam2. macam avril lavigne unya rambut arah album 'under my skin', tapi ia blonde, huny merah. ahaha. semalam tdo akhir kan dekat pukul11pm. payah bila dah tukar hp, banyak kerja kan diuat olehnya. ehe. =P



decoy@8:58 PM

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