You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you
My little decoy
Don't look so blue, you should've seen right through
I'm using you, my little decoy
My little decoy

Tuesday, December 16, 2008
it was midnight, the clouds began to rain heavily as it fell. The room was filled with silence as it was blackout, the tick-tock of the clock hung on the wall was heard through my ears, followed by the rain. I tried to sleep from side to side, but failed. My lil sis woke from her sleep as she realised the silence. She tried to walk down the stairs in many times, but she dint have the guts because it was dark and silence. After a while, she watched me as i watched her (pretending to sleep) and touched my elbow either i slept or awake. I managed to laugh without a sound at first. And later she looked at me again, then i laughed hardly but she just kept quiet. On the other hand, she asked to accompany her went downstairs to my parents' room. My idea was that we just went downstairs without a light to accompany us, unfortunately, it wasnt a good idea to walk through the stairs without a light. So then, i took my torch from my bed drawer and send my lil sis to the room half-way of the stair-case. Now, im alone in my own room, typing my words on this blog via cell phone. I tried to mc huby last night and just now. I just knew that its hard to ring his phone coz his phone has ran out of battery. He told me earlier last night that he might be gone for miri earlier morning or late later. Gosh! My tummy is hurting me and havent apply any useful oil to lessen the pain, and i dint eat my painkiller syrup to reduce it. Its been 2 nights the pain attack my tummy and i dint know what i ate that causes the pain. *frowned, holding the pain for a few minutes.* it hurts so bad. However, it doesnt attack as the sun shines, but it does attack during my sleeps. Thats the time the pain starts. How lame is that, disturbing my beauty sleep. The time shows at 3am in the morning, so i guess im awake for 2-3 hours now, and its time for me to rest. Hey, my tummy is growling. Weirdo. Aha. Later!

decoy@2:25 AM

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